I’ve been so isolated emotionally and physically just from everyone but my boyfriend lately, and I guess that I’ve turned into this awkward person who just doesn’t really know how to socialize anymore :( I just feel like everything went downhill after that happened… I lost friends, I got isolated, there’s no one looking out for me friend wise anymore, it’s just me, him, and my family. that’s it. and how do you go to your family about this stuff :/ I’ve been alone so much now that I’ve developed a sense of humor that only me, my boyfriend, and people who go on the internet a lot really understand… and none of the above are my friends… maybe I should just stick with the “friend” zone and not the “best friend” zone… The reason I’m writing this at 10:33 on a tuesday night is because I was supposed to have a sleepover, for the first time in months today, and I was really excited for it, but after 4 hours of me being there, I guess she just didn’t wanna have one anymore :/ and I post it on here because I know she wont see it, because I can’t afford to lose any friends… 

I really need a puppy or something :’/

everyone follow him!

I’ll follow back; @mjensenstewart